Sometimes i do think that i do too much for a relationship. I fall in hard. I fall out hard. At the end of the day, i question myself was everything i did appreciated? And did they make a difference?
♥ Clarisse ♥
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Been dreadfully busy with work and school :( It is really no joke to work and study part time. On one end, your time is stretched awfully tight, you have double the amount of deadlines to meet, double the work to do, double of the stress and exhaustion and to top that up, i still have to worry about making payments for my school fees on time.
Pretty strapped financially right now. Didn't defer CPF repayment for polytechnic loan, and i now owe $400 and counting. Have to pay for phone bills and mobile broadband bill. Doled out over $2k to pay for my sis's school fees. Dad is unemployed now and i'm paying for household items and my sis's allowance now. On top i still have my own school fees, transportation costs and living expenses to factor in.
Not to mention family has been rather troublesome lately with whining, annoying parents and a sis who could do with a whack on the head for being very messy and irresponsible. Friends have been having their share of friendship or relationship problems. Things with boyfriend not very smooth either. And Jask has disappeared off the face of radar, everyone has given up seeing her ever again. It's not just me who thinks like this, but everyone in the group finds it irksome that after so many relationships, she is still failing to time manage. Or maybe it's just us. We're not important enough for her to find time for us in her life. The moment she has a boyfriend, her life revolves around him. She needs to make time for her mum. She needs to make time for her aunt. She needs to make time for her brothers. She needs to make time for her dad. She needs to make time for Horping. She needs to make time for work. She needs to make time for Pat & Gang. She never makes time for us.
All these while, it's been us asking her out and getting rejected. And never once in recent MONTHS has she asked any single one of us out. UNLESS she has time to burn and need someone to fill in the blanks, then she comes calling. Which i find rather _|_. I mean seriously. We're quite fed up. It makes us feels like we don't count. But the moment shit hits the fan, she'll come crying to us asking for help and advice. It's very shitty people management. Everyone gave up asking her out. Seriously, just HOW busy can you be? You're not the only one who have to juggle work, family, friends, education and relationship. If people can find time and make it a point to meet and catch up with friends, to make the INITIATIVE to ask friends out despite of a busy schedule, why can't she? Does it have to take a tragic or unhappy incident for her to find time and take the initiative to ask us out?
Sigh. My god. I AM SO STRESSED. Even my body system is weird now. I had 4 days of menses last month. This month's? It ended after A FREAKING DAY. What. the. fuck. I know.
Ok. Enough of complaining. Have to get back to my work. It's sad to be alone in Starbucks at 2 in the morning doing work.
♥ Clarisse ♥
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Juggling balls.
Friday, 16 October 2009
Been dreadfully busy with work and school :( It is really no joke to work and study part time. On one end, your time is stretched awfully tight, you have double the amount of deadlines to meet, double the work to do, double of the stress and exhaustion and to top that up, i still have to worry about making payments for my school fees on time.
Pretty strapped financially right now. Didn't defer CPF repayment for polytechnic loan, and i now owe $400 and counting. Have to pay for phone bills and mobile broadband bill. Doled out over $2k to pay for my sis's school fees. Dad is unemployed now and i'm paying for household items and my sis's allowance now. On top i still have my own school fees, transportation costs and living expenses to factor in.
Not to mention family has been rather troublesome lately with whining, annoying parents and a sis who could do with a whack on the head for being very messy and irresponsible. Friends have been having their share of friendship or relationship problems. Things with boyfriend not very smooth either. And Jask has disappeared off the face of radar, everyone has given up seeing her ever again. It's not just me who thinks like this, but everyone in the group finds it irksome that after so many relationships, she is still failing to time manage. Or maybe it's just us. We're not important enough for her to find time for us in her life. The moment she has a boyfriend, her life revolves around him. She needs to make time for her mum. She needs to make time for her aunt. She needs to make time for her brothers. She needs to make time for her dad. She needs to make time for Horping. She needs to make time for work. She needs to make time for Pat & Gang. She never makes time for us.
All these while, it's been us asking her out and getting rejected. And never once in recent MONTHS has she asked any single one of us out. UNLESS she has time to burn and need someone to fill in the blanks, then she comes calling. Which i find rather _|_. I mean seriously. We're quite fed up. It makes us feels like we don't count. But the moment shit hits the fan, she'll come crying to us asking for help and advice. It's very shitty people management. Everyone gave up asking her out. Seriously, just HOW busy can you be? You're not the only one who have to juggle work, family, friends, education and relationship. If people can find time and make it a point to meet and catch up with friends, to make the INITIATIVE to ask friends out despite of a busy schedule, why can't she? Does it have to take a tragic or unhappy incident for her to find time and take the initiative to ask us out?
Sigh. My god. I AM SO STRESSED. Even my body system is weird now. I had 4 days of menses last month. This month's? It ended after A FREAKING DAY. What. the. fuck. I know.
Ok. Enough of complaining. Have to get back to my work. It's sad to be alone in Starbucks at 2 in the morning doing work.
♥ Clarisse ♥
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